Sunday, December 6, 2009, 10:26 PM
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i didn't know it hurts this much. i didnt know it has to be so damn tough.
what's so wrong about loving someone?
what's so wrong about loving someone all too much?
what's so damn wrong about me???
i'm really tired.. maybe, i should just let everything go...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 3:43 PM
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a little confession: i'm tired of waiting....
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 1:01 PM
- family? what's that?
can anyone define he word family for me?
there's nothing such as family. family are not the ones who would be there for you, for goodness sake. family comes to you when they need to, family comes to you only in times of need.. thats when the saying goes, 'family is there for you in times of need.' if they don't need you, do you think they'd bother finding you??? c'mon, hell no!
friends ironically are the ones who can be there, anytime.
what's the sad thing? the sad thing is, u try too hard to get your family like you, u try all too hard just to get them to look and talk to u..... joyce, try too hard and u're the one who get hurt. stop being a clown and stop being a fool! they're not going to care about you.
if i have a choice, i really would prefer to be someone heartless.
cold.heartless.stone.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 12:25 AM
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dear diary...
that's when you know where u stand, u know where it leads to, and wish to drop everything and walk away.. leave the pain, drop the sorrows... :(
ive deicded to reallllly just move on.... alot of times, we're moving, but we're not moving on... y??????????????
sometimes love just aint enough.. it's true...
Friday, October 23, 2009, 10:37 AM
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dear dairy,
seriously, who cares about what you think and feel at this very moment? and seriously, why should humans be created such a way that we must feel so much for something not significant at all? and why am i so programmed to feel so much for even the most negligible details of life? back off, and just get off my nerves!
Monday, October 19, 2009, 10:10 PM
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hello all,
it's been a long long time since i last blogged...
not much have happened, nothing in particular to update about also...
falling sick often, getting bored often.. working most of the times, enjoying the children most of the times, scolding alot of times, shouting and screaming alot alot of the times, marking all the time, very much mundance, very little exciting...
it was only good to mention that i took my 2 periods off on last fri to speak to ezah (: which made a big big change to my day, to my boring and un-crazy days..... she made me balanced one more time, balanced only because, i REALISED i haven lose any bit of craziness, it was just.... er... sorta hidden? hahahahaha! alot of things shared, alot of updates, alot of catching up, good we caught up because, really, nothing else makes me so de-congested. (:(: u go girl!!! im counting down...~
i really cant wait for yingtao and ezah to be back.. there will be so so so many things we could do together... so so so many things we would enjoy doing altogether.. so many plans in mind, so many fun we wanna catch up on.... i cant wait! (:(:
and zixian ahs been really busy, there's so much we haven been catching up on. u go girl!!! sooooooooon!! (: jiayou jiayou.
with much impromptu-ness, we booked air tix to kl. we havent exactly thought of where we should stay, but we all agreed that as long as there's proper sewage system and as long as there's a bed to rest on, then it's gonna be fine. hahaha.. anyway, it's not some budget trip, it's some relaxing-chillax-talk-walk-shop-eat kinda trip. and i cant wait! 17jan to 19jan!
look at some nearer plans first... yt is coming back first.. ezah is coming back slightly later... some picnic-ing, some camping, some bbq-ing, some sentosa-ing, ecp-ing, some trekking, hiking, shopping, talk-cocking, supper-ing, jalan kayu-ing, chomp chomp-ing, movie-ing, dinner-ing, lunch-ing, chilling and chalet-ing. marina barrage-ing, zoo-ing, night safari-ing can take place. im not ambitious. im confident we will have packs of fun! muahahahaha!
-because absence makes the heart grows fonder.... (:
Friday, September 11, 2009, 5:38 PM
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i hate nasty people who tries to get you down, who wants to mess up your life with her kind of small actions. i'm disgusted.
back off!
he's never ever gonna be interested with you, ever again.
just back off from our lives!!!! and for goodness sake, go get a life!
