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Joycie Ong

just an ordinary girl who laughs crazily, smiles widely, loves deeply and cries quietly. sunflowers never fail to make her day, frangipanis give her the sense of peacefuness and lilies make her smiles mean the world. flowers never fail to speak her feelings and thoughts. chocolates would carry her off, dark chocolates are her life. the sun and the beach makes her wave hello and hug the world. her family and her friends complete her world. her job crushes her brain but make her a much better being inside out.

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My Philosophy

life is about loving sincerely, giving truthfully. be kind and compassionate. it's a blessing to touch lives and nurture souls.

Sunday, March 29, 2009, 10:49 PM

- goodbye weekends, hello monday

it's late sunday night now and it's good night all, goodbye weekends and welcome monday.
i havent feel the blues YET. hahaha...
lately, i'm just very looking forward to weekends. it's become a routine.
there is a person i yearn to see every weekend.
there are things i wanna do with my friends every weekend, though simple yet desirable.
it feels empty without these on weekends.

i'm already counting down to saturday again.
but i'll still have a fulfilling week ahead (:

- - i will be -

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here, with me, do you see, You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

-dedicated to this someone whom i sincerely hope he knows who he is.

- a whole new phase of life.

it's a whole new phase of life for me.
things have changed drastically, dramatically. there are so many things in life that is no longer the same, but i'm glad some things just never change and will never change (: i just want to tell the whole entire world that i'm loving life now, and that i'm appreciative and contented with the things and people i have in my life.

it's been a really long time since i last blogged, it's like i'm reborn now. there are many things in the previous blogs that i will never want to say again, or talk about ever again. as this blog signifies a whole new change, awhole new life, awhole new phase.

life's bright again, with the right people, my family, my bestest friends, my buddies who never left me in the lurch when i needed, with the right job, with everything i've ever asked for in my life. i used to constantly think that i have a missing piece in my life, but somehow, lately, that missing piece remains missing but the feeling is honestly bearable and pleasant (:

for the past 3 months, everything changed for the better or worse, i had certain blessings that stayed with me. all i asked for now, is that things remain the same now, at least for a little more while? and i'm contented. i want to really really thank alot of people who lent me their hands, lent me their shoulders through the painful times, and now it's all over.

now, weekdays are packed with meaningful stuffs, lovely and naughty but adorable children. weekends, though not as colourful and exciting as before, some things remain beautiful. even though alot of my lovely weekends have been altered, i'm simply happy.. sundays are sleep ins that i appreciate and i pamper myself with. sleeping makes everything else negligent (:

there are people i miss soo much.
brain/boo/ezah!!! u are badly missed. hey you over there, u don't know how much i need to have your craziness to keep me sane! hahaha. you go girl.

with loves, good the night.