Saturday, March 27, 2010, 2:19 PM
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aloha, for a long time since the last post. i've decided not to let my blog be reallllly literally peaceful :) some rants. it's been really busy and i realised i haven updated anything since the start of the year! my bad, my apologies my dearests all.
alright, to cut things short. i got assigned to teach p3, p4 and p5s. form teacher of a p4 class, p4-5 which initally gave me the idea that they can't really care much about what i say or don't. gradually, they became a class of angelic souls who really care and from their faces, you know they do care. they are talkative, rowdy, can be too loud at times but deep intheir hearts, i know i've made a little difference. and i'm glad about it (: i'll strive hard, what comes to me as a challenge will be undertaken and overcomed!! 4-5 will become different! and i want to make that difference!
after a term with them, i can't help but still say i would miss my 2-3 pupils who are now scattered among the p3s. they are warm, and they never fail to approach me whenever they see me. what makes my heart melt is when owen would still let me handhold him with all his work and he's that significant difference i've seen since last year. what makes me more than happy is when benedict greets me warmly and when yixuan still tells me how he's doing and when randy smiles with his blur look and the girls rushing to me like a flock of beautiful grown butterflies. they are lovable.
what makes this year worth looking forward each day are my p6 classes. i can't ue a single word or a single sentence to define what makes them the reason i'm looking fwd to each day. they are neither adults nor are they young children like my p3s or 4s, but they touch your heart and soul in a different way. they care from within, and each time they cheer when i enter the class, it just feels like whatever hardwork it may be, it's worth it. they come to you when you're down, and they make you smile when you feel like it's a dread. 6-6, 6-7 are totally lovable kids, who can be naughty, rebellious, at times, but really, they are the ones who make teaching worthwhile. according to them, i'm a different teacher, i do wonder how am i different. (:
wushu cca, tiring hectic, but well, i love the kids there, from the bottom of my heart. the older kids warm my days. lately, we've been all putting in our effort for the competition, they've put in their heart and sweat.. there are so many of them, i see their attitude and i want them to just put in their best and dont get too stress, but looking at it, really, how not to be stress when there's so many audiences and when it's a national competition. they may not see this post, but i salute their efforts and above all, their determination and strength. especially to a few of you (they know who they are), i've seen so much in you and watcheed u all trained hard, whatever the results may be, it really doesnt matter. although they may not know this, but whatever results it may be, they get their treat from me (:
life apart from school has been really dull after faezah left for melbourne.. i lost some true craziness, i need some recharge. her calls and emails and msn chats makes me recover well and then i'd use up those energy too fast! hahaha... brain, if u're reading, OMG, U'RE SOOOOO MISSED!!! meetings with the usuals have been heavily reduced but we're still having enough dosage of each other (: MISSSSS TO ALL I HAVEN SEEN OR MEET DUE TO MY TIGHT SCHEDULE!!
heart-to-heart or back-to-back, you made a difference to my life (: love you..
